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Moved!

2008-05-03T00:30:00.001+08:00

www.yishann.blogspot.com

期待爱

2008-03-16T23:33:00.002+08:00

听了着首歌, 好有初恋的感觉喔！
听了整个人都开心了起来。 [:
好甜蜜！
大家都在期待爱吗?
只要相信而等待,你一定会找到自己的真爱。 <3
勇敢说出来吧。

Happy photo taking.

2008-03-02T14:06:00.002+08:00

Went town yesterday to celebrate our day together.

Roam all over city hall to take photos.

It's so so so much fun! i wanna do it again. [[:

Anyone have any cool places to take photos?

Pls MSN me. [[:

Picture paints a thousand words.

Shan is a happy girl! [:

2008-02-25T22:53:00.003+08:00

Hi guys, i'm back to blogging. [[:
Sorry for the MIA, was busy with exams for the past few weeks.
Finally felt the relieved!

Went sentosa with the clique on last Sat. [[:

I Love Them so much even though i dun express.

You all are the best!

Best Friends Forever!!

The girls..
Yun Hui..
Hui min.
Candid shot!
1.2.3.4

Hais. Attachment coming soon, dunno when will we meet up again?
whenwhenwhen?

Happy New Year!

2008-01-03T00:01:00.000+08:00

Although i'm late but i still wanna wish all of u happy new year. May this new year bring new hope, new surprises and new friendship.

Here i wanna thank some people who helped me the past few years. [:

TA08

I want to thank especially Hui Min and Shu fang. They're both very sweet girls. <3

Hui min thank you for being there everytime. Everyday pei wo eat and let me know yun hui and gang. Haha. Had so much fun with all of you. [: Andand thank you for the watch thing. hehe.

Shu Fang thank you for being so sweet. Haha. I loved the times when we study together. You're a great company. [:

ERS

I had so much fun being in ERS. [: Especially the people. Hope we can get more members and bond more.

N384

Although i stopped going church for awhile ]: I must thank all cg members who see me grow. I've become a timid girl to a more independent girl. I know that i am not alone i have them and god. I've learnt so much thru them. [:

Family

Thank to all of them i am who i am today. I want to learn how to treasure them and care more about them.

Bestfriend

Haha. I love my bestfriend whom i met 8 months ago. [: Thanks for being there and you're the one i can rely on everytime. You never fail to make me smile. Love your silly actions.

You're my piggytree. :D

God

Last but not least, i must thank god for all the things that he has given me. My family and friends and the opportunity and chances that he has given me. And the love he has for me. [:

Haha. there's many many more ppl i have to thanks. I cant list them one by one. Haha.

My 2oo8 resolutions.

1. I want to be 47kg!

2. Get a red camera.

3. Study well and pass all my modules.

4. Be more understanding.

5. Get richer.

Haha. Gambate!!!

I Love December.

2007-12-25T23:06:00.000+08:00

I love December. Woots. Especially my bday and christmas and not forgetting the last day of the year. [[:

Ok. Here's the photo few days ago when i get my hair dyed.

Dinner at Seoul Garden.

Can you see my hair colour? -not so obvious though.
Bad lighting.

Then ytd went to Sentosa to spend Christmas eve. [[:

Not so many people dere.

What am i doing with the pole?

-LOL-

I'm a kaola bear. [:

Last of all, Merry Christmas everyone!!! <3

Hugs and Misses.

2007-12-19T00:57:00.000+08:00

Byebye Hui Min and Shu Hui. Wawawawa..I miss them, why all go overseas? Sobsob. HAHA! Thank God i still have you and yun hui and evan and..... [[:

Ytd went to Town, actually wanted to catch a movie but not enough time. So headed to heeren to have the wantan mee. hmmmmmm. It's not bad but the wanton's have very little ingredients wrapped inside and the serving is small. ]]:

Then went to take neoprint with them. :D woots. So long time nv take le.

-Happyhappy-
Credits to hui min. [:
At Heeren.

-Look at evan. LOL!

Then went to mac to eat again. heee. really hungry. ]]:

-Fatfat-

So many drama there. lol. Okay shall end here with a photo.

Hugs and misses.

Miss you and you and you

18TH BIRTHDAY!

2007-12-17T00:06:00.000+08:00

I'm officially 18th years old. Muahahaha. Sorry for the delay cos for the past 2 days was busybusy. Took lots and lots of photos. Thank you for everyone who make this day so special. Love you people! <3

14th dec

Met bestfriend to have dinner at vivo, facing the sea somemore. woots! Romantic sia. [[:

I love my bestfriend! Thank you for all the arrangement.

Happy me. :D
My present! [[:

My first bday cake.

Haha. now for the food session. yummy. Drooling already. :p

Den went back home for another round of celebration. [:

Messy hair ]:

2nd cake

15th dec

Met with my cliques to cine's kbox. Had so much fun and laughter with them around. but hui min, eugene and shu hui all going oversea. ]]: wawawa!

3rd cake.

Den went to esplanade to slack awhile and passby suntec to see this.

Preetty..

Wanna thank all of you who sms-ed me, write testi for me and especially those who sacrificed their time for me. [:

Love you guys! Life's never bored with you. Bigbig hug to my bestfriend! <3

2007-12-10T19:54:00.000+08:00

I can't wait for X'mas to come. [[:

The atmosphere is everywhere! I love to open presents!

How i wish that it will snow!

Andand i wan a christmas tree! ]]:

wees..4 more days to my bday and end of exam. woohoooo!

Can't wait for that day to come!

I want to know wad u plan! Rahhhh.

Bye everyone. time to mug! will be back soon.

2007-12-09T22:23:00.000+08:00

I will learn to treasure you. You're my happiness.

Clean and Green Launch.

2007-11-15T00:18:00.000+08:00

Sentosa!

2007-11-12T20:51:00.000+08:00

Pictures from Sentosa on deepavali!

Girl power

Yun Hui
Shu Hui

Hui Min.

Sweet couple behind us as our background. :p

Everyone.

Under the bridge.

Sunset.

Wahaha. So fun that day. Play till i so chao ta. ]]: I wan my fair skin back!

Still waiting for pics for CLean and Green Launch. :p

My Birthday will be 1 month and 2 days time. Weees. So excited! Hopefully no papers fall on that day. I will get one day and blog properly! haha. Pardon for my short post.

Bye!

BUSY!!

2007-11-10T21:53:00.000+08:00

RAHHHH!! So BUSY!! School school CCA then work. No fun! ]]: I wan to rest and take a day off. Sobs. This week have been pretty packed for me. All the stupid make up lectures for deepavali. Lol. I wan e-learning! Thurs went to sentosa to celebrate Deepavali. LOL!! So crowded. Will upload the pics once i got it.

I need to get some quite time to study, it seems like i'm neglecting my school work. Rahhh!

Work is so boring today. Practically stand there for the whole day. ]]: i should bring my tutorial to do tmr. [[:

Friendster can't log me in. Anyone knows why?

HAHA! my posts are getting so random nowadays. ]]:

Nights to everyone! I miss you so badly!

Loved

2007-11-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

I'm so thankful i've found you! Rahh. lala-ed again but it seems much serious this time. Miscommunication! ]]: I'm sure i will be lost without you. You're nv a rubbish. Who says we have to love someone of the different education level? <3<3>

It's the 4th time i go down to MS to get my Zen fixed. Yeah again! ]]: Pissed off man. Let my player with them for a week. That's mean i dun have music to listen these days. Sobs!

Past 2 days have been busy with CCA stuffs at Bishan Park. I'll post the pics when i got them ba. [[:

- Loved -

Opps, i did it again.

2007-10-30T01:25:00.000+08:00

I hurt someone again. ]]: luckily, it's all ok now, if not i really cannot forgive myself. I'm becoming more and more self-centered. I hate myself sometimes to do such silly things. If not, i will lose a very important person in my life. ]]: I will reflect on myself and will change. It's time to change. [:

Got back my Zen today. Argh! Can't change a new wan cos they said is not hardware problem. So nvm, i will just see how these days, if really something wrong again i will really get pissed up.

Then, pang seh hm they all. Yeah. Again! ]]:

So sorry. Cos i realised meeting time abit too late somemore i'm outside le. I must change this habit too. everytime pang seh them. ]]:

Okay la. Brand new day tomorrow, i shall look forward to it. Nights!

Disappointed.

2007-10-29T00:48:00.000+08:00

I have to change my view for my new Zen. So many many problems! Only 3 days and have to bring it for service for 2 times. Why can't they just change one new wan for me. Argh! Hais. tmr going down to collect which is so SIAN!!

lol.

Okay, so today went to work. So far away lo, at tiong bahru, at least i have hm. [[: and the nurse quite good also, treat us eat ba kua. Today have so many funny funny people. haha. i had a silly thought today. Cos i saw alot of family going out together, i wonder how would my husband be like and how many kids will i have? Lol. One whole family go supermarket buy things, so sweet! [:

My new baby.

2007-10-27T20:25:00.000+08:00

Just bought this zen 2 days ago. My new baby! [: Decorate it with a little bit of bling bling. Even though it's an old model, i tink its sufficient for me already. Bought it at a discounted price of $85! But it gave me problem ytd, it's all fixed now. Dunno wad software problem la. Ta Da~
Lazy to blog about my genting trip. So i've summarize everything in the photos. Haha. The biggest highlight of this trip was the person i went with. [:

Haha! i wanna go again!

And the greatest disappointment is that it rained on the 2nd day! the day we were supposed to go the to outdoor theme park. Seriously disappointing! ]]: Only managed to play pirate ship, not scary de haunted house and Go-Kart! woooo. i didn't know i knew how to drive. Haha!

Thank you for bringing me there! Loves!

New Shoe.

2007-10-16T23:19:00.000+08:00

Woooo. Happy day today. [: no school and i finally get to met someone, 6 days nv meet le. LOL!! So went town to walk around due to lack of time we only entered 2 shoe shop at far east and head to PS. Haha. Bought myself a pair of shoe, very pretty and elegant. He helped me chose. :pp

Loved it to max. [:

Tmr have morning lesson already. ]: But getting pay too! Okay! sleep time le. Ciao everyone.If you haven't add me on facebook do click here and add me. [: It's fun!http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=772388800&hiq=cady%2Clim

Updates.

2007-10-15T17:32:00.000+08:00

Lots of pictures ahead. [: I'll shall start on the ERS Chalet last week. I tink the prev chalet is still the best maybe becos lesser main comm attended this time round. ]: All went missing this holiday. haha. Although we may have slight arguement i had some fun esp the night cycling part. Loved to cycle, this must be the first time i cycled so long. Here are some of the pics..

Yummy bbq.
ERS Family

This is the best part! woooooo! At first we wanted to cycle from pasir ris all the way to changi but none of us knew the direction to go there. Luckily we saw this group of you yuan ren. Haha. saw them quite a few times during the chalet period. And guess wad, they knew the way to go there and wouldn't mind going with us. So total we had more than 10 bikes. [:

Shiok!

Our starting point. Passed by all this places. Travelled from pasir ris to tampinies to simei to expo and then to tanah merah

Decided to stop here at tanah merah mrt and headed back to our chalet. 4 hours of cycling = fun [:

Before checking out

Thats all for chalet. [:

Yesterday went to hilltop to have dinner with family celebrating bro's bday and farewell cos he leaving for aust soon. Had teppanyaki, they had the best so far i've tried. But i was rather angry with their service. Waited for an hour plus. ]]:

I loved the salmon and chicken. [: No more pics of the food cos i was busy eating. :p

This is the view you can see from the restuarant. Nice right?

Happy birthday bro in advance! [:

Today's the 1st day of school. As expected, the teacher didn't changed abit. Still the same pattern -.-" Spoiled my mood. Hopefully wednesday will be better and i will get my pay too. [: Can't wait for genting trip. Here i come genting. HAHA! Tmr no school. woolala. Pardon me for my poor english. ]:

Cool. [:

2007-10-09T23:17:00.000+08:00

Wooo. Here's the new corner i had in my balcony! Cool. [: will be a good place for chit chatting i guess. Had to touch up this place with a little more flowers. Loved it! Tmr's ERS Chalet. It's gonna be just 2 days 1 night ]: don't know who will turn up. Well hope everything goes well. I wanna enjoy this last week and i have to determine to study hard when school reopen. No more last min work. Woots! I go pack my bag le. Ciao!

Thank God i found you

2007-10-08T12:52:00.000+08:00

Added this new video ---------->

Heard this song on Sha's blog.

Loved it! [:

I'll treasure every single time with you.

I will give up everything,

before I'd seperate myself from you.

After so much suffering, I finally found unvarnished truth.

I was all by myself for the longest time, so cold inside.

And I heard from my heart

it would not subside, I felt mine dying.

Untill you saved my life.

Thank God I found you, I was lost without you.

My every wish and every dream, some how became reality.

You brought the sunlight complete in my whole life.

I'm overwhelmed with gratitude, cause baby

I'm so thankful I found you.

I will give you everything, there's nothing in this world

I wouldn't do.

To insure your happiness, I cherrish every part of you.

Cause without you beside me I can't survive, I don't wanna try.

If you're keep'in me warm each and every night, I'll be alright.

Cause I need you in my life.

Thank God I found you, I was lost without you.

My every wish and every dream, somehow became reality.

You brought the sunlight, complete in my whole life.

I'm overwhelmed with gratitude, cause baby I'm so thankful I found you.

See, I was so destitude before you came to me.

Looking back,

I guess it shows that we were destined.

To shine after the rain, to appreciate, be careful what we have.

And I'll go threw it all over again,

To be able to feel this way.

Thank God I found you, I was lost without you.

My every wish and every dream, some how became reality.

You brought the sunlight, complete in my whole life.

I'm overwhelmed with gratitude, to my baby

I'm so thankful I found you..you...

Anyways, school's gonna reopen in one week time. I don't know if i should feel sad or happy. LOL! New class new classmate. Hopefully we'll have a good time together ba. [: I'm gonna enjoy this last week. ERS Chalet coming up and Genting trip! Woooooo. Can't helped but feel soooo excited. Leaving the best till the last. I need new clothes and stationery for the new school term. ]: I need my pay. Desparately!

First day.

2007-09-26T20:39:00.000+08:00

Tmr will be my first day @ work. wooohooo. Quite excited and plus abit scared. don't know wad kind of situation we will get. Somemore there will be some press there tmr. Hope they don't capture me on tv. :p It's such a fortune to have friends to work together with me. Love them. [:

Anyways, went to trim my hair just now. Not much difference but at least i don't look like poodle anymore. Haha. Someone la. keep saying i look like poodle. ]: that person super Bad. HAHA!

I want to go shopping so badly! I can't wear the same old clothes everytime, can't stand it! MoneyMoney come to me. :p

Have you ever feel something is amiss but wonder what's that and it makes you feel uncomfortable. It makes you doubt who you really are. What are you really capable of. Question marks kept poping out. Theres nth you could do to make it better. That feeling's so complicated! Rahhh. i also wad i talking abt. Mind's in a wild.

Get well soon! [:

Cruel.

2007-09-21T20:56:00.000+08:00

Went for the training today. Nth much though, just learnt how to use the machine. Haha! Quite fun to try and measure our bone calcium. Can't wait to start work! [: Tmr's otak bday, tink will be a great great time ba! wooohoooo..suddenly so much fun things happening. :D

Silly of me to cry for a song. Haha. But somehow it touches my heart and made me wonder what would it feel if love was gone, it all faded and whatever u do can nv save it back. What happened to those days where both so loved one another. Has everything disappeared in the thin air? What if we had to lie in order for you to have ur happiness? One song make me think so much. Haha. How sad would it be if it happens.

Anyways, happened to drop by cous' blog. Saw this video. KFC is so cruel. See how they treat the chickens. Chip off their beaks. Did i spell right? Lol. The way they treat them, they still have the right to live the way as a normal chicken. Not like this!

Watch more videos at KentuckyFriedCruelty.com.

Byebye TA08

2007-09-18T20:53:00.000+08:00

Sobsob. I'm so super duper sad. Didn't get into 08! Rahhhh! Stupid internet! Stupid NPal! I on time lo but kept showing me not successful. ]: i wanna bite! But luckily same class with Hui min. [: If not i sure sadsadsadsadsad! depressed! Maybe this is a beginning for a new chapter of my life. HAHA! I think after yesterday i've grown alot. hehe. I not scared of calling strangers le. lol. Silly right? having phobia of calling. i also find it silly. LOL! Thank you to that special person! [:

Went for job interview today, just fill in forms asked some qns and done. lol. but just found a job le. lol. Thank you mei nu! [:

After the interview went to walk around and then came to the ice skating place. See the little boy and girl holding hands and skate? They are just uber cute! [: Reminded me of my childhood. I want go skating! ]:

Big Apologise.

2007-09-17T18:28:00.000+08:00

edited

Sorry for treating you the way i shouldn't and thank you for what you have done for me. I'm glad that i had you with me. <3

Sometimes i wonder or should i say i'm sick and tired of the way i handle things but i dunno how to change cos' i've been finding lots and lots of excuse to cover up my fears and weakness. I really needed a big tight slap on the face to wake me up. Thank you for telling me off to wake me up! Only I can change my life and nobody else. What's the point of being book smart and not street smart? Haha. Anyways, i'm going for interview tmr. Rahh. Wish me good luck peeps. [:

Love ya.

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Rahh! tmr's the self-select timetable le. ]:

I don't want to leave TA08. I heart 08 peeps. Praypray everyone will stay in the same class! Pray that tmr system won't jam. If not i will bang the wall already! ]]:

Jobless

2007-09-16T23:04:00.000+08:00

Went out with the girls ytd to catch movie. The girls went to catch the Naraka 19 while ahem and i went to watch Rogue Assassin. Actually wanted to watch apartment 1303 but no afternoon timeslot. ]: Rahhh! Heard the Naraka 19 was a lame show. I will rank 2.8 pts for Rogue Assassin, don't really like it. ]:

Sha and I

It seems like quite a few years we since we met. Haha! Had a great time with u guys!
That's all for ytd.

Today totally slacked at home and helped my bro with his website. I made the skin all by myself from scratch. I'm so proud of it even though it's not very nice but it's my first masterpiece. [:

do check it out and comment me here please. [:

http://www.book-mart.blogspot.com/

Arigatou!

I'm still jobless. Haha. have been slacking too much. ]: This is super bad! Thank you mei nu for the lobang. No more dragging. Jia you.

I will never leave you. <3

Results

2007-09-14T09:42:00.000+08:00

Ytd i had a hard time getting to sleep becos i will be getting my results by morning. I was shocked when i saw my results. woooohooo! I've made my effort paid off and thanks for my friends and studymate! :D

BCJ - A

Business Law - B

Cost Accounting - C+

FIT - B+

IFA - B

Psycre - B

Tax 1 - A+

Lovesloves..

Excited!!

2007-09-13T23:39:00.000+08:00

Had alot of nightmares lately. ]: Got animal la, weird creatures la, stranger la, friends la, almost everyday it will occur and when i went back to slp again a new dream appeared. What is happening to me?? But the good thing is i've been going to gym lately, i'm like addicted le. Muahahaha. Target weight, 47kg!! working hard..

Felt quite bad today cos ps hui min they all. Sorry girls! ]:

Tmr's the judgement day, i can't wait for result to be released! 9 more hours! Excited but abit scared. ]: praypray!

Excited!!

Anyone have job to intro ma? Need it desperately! ]: Most Probably will be working alone this holiday le. Hais. ]: lol. Findfind..

2007-09-10T17:57:00.000+08:00

Rahh. i'm super bored! did some quizes on blogthings. haha.

Your True Love Is a Pisces

Why you'll love a Pisces:

Selfless and intuitive, you are perfect for a Pisces that lives to love you.

You're sensitive enough to appreciate and explore the deep emotions of a Pisces.

Why a Pisces will love you:

You're generous and totally giving in relationships, something Pisces demands.

You are also dreamy enough to get lost in fantasy with Pisces, but realistic enough to stay grounded.

What Sign Is Your True Love?

How true is this? only you and i know. haha

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is high.

You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.

And in return, you expect the same from who you love.

Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is medium.

You probably have had a couple significant loves.

And you may have even had your heart broken.

But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people.

Dominance:

Your dominance is low.

This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.

You know a relationship is not about getting your way.

And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is low.

You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.

No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.

You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.

And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.

Independence:

Your independence is medium.

In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."

You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.

But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

The Five Variable Love Test

You Would Choose Love

Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love.
You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet.
And while many people may claim they would choose love too...
You're one of the few who would really do it.

Would You Choose Love or Money?

Your Life Path Number is 8

Your purpose in life is to help others succeed

You are both a natural leader and a natural success. You are also a great judge of character.

You have a head for business and finance. You know how to make money.

A great visionary, you can see gold where other people see nothing.

In love, you are very generous - with gifts, time, and guidance.

You love to inspire people, but it can be frustrating when they don't understand your vision.

Great success comes easily for you. But so does great failure, as you are very reckless.

You are confident, and sometimes this confidence borders on arrogance.

What Is Your Life Path Number?

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Trust?

2007-09-09T00:31:00.000+08:00

What is trust? don't u even have trust in me? I don't know wad more to say.

2007-09-05T15:49:00.000+08:00

Rahhh. I'm fat! haha. Went to have a jog with sharon ytd. Phew, it's been such a long time since i've moved my muscle. HAHA! Stamina have dropped alot, maybe i should be kia su and train for my Napfa next year? LOL! I just want to slim down. Catch up with sharon ytd, gossip gossip. :p Gonna meet up with her and the gang soon. [:

I'll be going for a jog or cycling later. Anyone wants to join me to exercise? I'm so bored! ]:

andand i miss my long hair. Hair grow faster. plspls! :p

Tata! <3

Back.

2007-09-03T19:48:00.000+08:00

I'm finally back from the eco camp. [: Was quite fun except for the last part.

1st Day

Met up with ERS peeps den followed by ITE ppl. Felt a gap in between us and them, maybe is because of the age gap? But i think the SL did a very good job esp it was their first attempt to be leaders. [: First up we had intereactive section followed by discussion and games. All the fun started only @ Sentosa.

Mak and grp mate dancing.

Main Comm.Grp 1
Grp 2 Grp 3

Traditional Massage.
Games (3 little pigs)

at around 5.30 we set off to Sentosa, felt rather excited as we dunno wad event Sentosa will plan for us. We were led by Ryan and John to the seminar room. Saw lots of weird weird stuffs like Shark's teeth, 3 bottles of baby shark in bottles, etc. Welcome to Underwater world and byebye Ngee Ann
One of the shark.
After which we were led to the Underwater World. YEAH! Superfun esp with the great gang. Explored the Underwater Water, it's been so many years since i've been dere.

US.

Posted some interesting pictures of sea creatures which i liked. :D

Jellyfish. Don't u think it's so pretty?

Reminds you of finding Nemo? Nemo!

Dory.

I loved this Sea Angel! They look so pretty! <3Garden eel.

They look more like worms. At night they will just hide themselves under the sand. So cute.
Then went to the touch pool where everyone went so high! haha. esp Angelina, make everyone laugh like crazy. Touched the shark, feels so rough den pufferfish and other fishes and starfish.

Stingray. Feels so slimy.

Blue colour pufferfish. Feels so soft! i kept touching it. [:
Then went to set up our sleeping bags. It's so cool to sleep dere when you can see all the fishes swimming around above you and even greet you morning when you wake up.
Us again

Shiok!
12 lights off but most of the ERS peeps went one corner and started talking about ghost stories. So creepy! Somemore by then almost all the lights are off. Make my hair stand sia. Enjoyed the company.

2nd day

Played some quiz and off to the dolphin lagoon. [: It's the best part man! nv went dere b4, finally i got the chance to go!

Us at dolphin lagoon

Watched the dolphin show and took photo with Jumbo, one of the pink dolphins. Hui min and i with Jumbo

Their skin felt like rubber. Then went back to the underwater world. The journey back was damn fun la! Thanks to the uncle! all of us were like "Ahhhhh/woooooo" haha. cos the uncle drove the bus so fast during the slope which felt like rollercoaster. weeeeeess.

On the bus

ERS peeps with ryan and john

Whole grp

Then the problem came up when we wanted to go back to Np. The bus went missing sia..nv come. hais. Then nvm la, released the ITE ppl from dere den the few of us took cab back to school cos' we ordered 48 packets of lunch. No choice lo, the 13 of us went back den ate our share and 'da pou' the rest. haha. Played some basketball too.

Gosh. my skin start to peel off..so ugly ]:

That's all. Dun wan to nagnag le. HAHA! Ciao guys! More photos checked out on my multiply @ http://www.princessloveyou.multiply.com/

Photos credit to hui min. [:

Pre-Camp.

2007-09-01T01:08:00.000+08:00

Tmr's the eco camp have to wake up very early but i'm still awake now. ]: Camp will be exciting i guess. Gonna stay over at the underwater world, feel kind of excited but yet abit scary becos' of someone la. told me alot of things make my hairstand. Lol. Hope that everything will go well and nth bad will happen. PrayPray. I'll miss you during my camp. I'll be back on Sunday late afternoon and i'll update again by then. Stay tuned! Goodnight everyone. [:

Today i had a good day all thanks to u who brighten my day. :D

Miss you guys! Muacks! XOXO!

Truth hurts.

2007-08-30T21:42:00.000+08:00

Read this in a book i've been into these days. It says " if a woman truely loves you, you can't always expect her to tell the truth. you see, women are more attuned to feelings than men are, and if they're not truthful, more often than not it's because they think the truth might hurt your feelings. But it doesn't mean they don't love you" -Nicholas Sparks.
Haha. how true is it. If you want to know the truth, i hurts alright. Sometimes we do lie but its for your own good. It feels so bad to lie what we really don't wan to do.

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face
I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Its ok, Its ok, Its ok
Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cause you're my
You're my
My true love
My whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cause I'm here, for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay...
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Crazy.

2007-08-29T13:24:00.000+08:00

Edited.

Have been crying to sleep yesterday. Something must be wrong with me. Crying for no reason. or maybe there is but i dunno for wad. lol. I think is becos' stayed at home to looooooooong le. I have to get a breather outside. Going out later. (: If not i'll go crazy.

Watched this show on youtube by mandy moore. Very touching, it made me realise certain things. A walk to remember.

Thank you for being my guardian angel. [:

:D

2007-08-28T17:47:00.000+08:00

Bro just came home today, bought us jelly and my t-shirt. wahahahaha..Lovesloves.

Loved the t-shirt. So cute, also have a "specs" with it, i think i'm gonna make it into a necklace. :D..Rahhh..i hate staying at home, anyone wants to go out walkwalk? Need a job..]: ERS Camp this Sat. Finally! Sentosa here i come. [:

I've been thinking these few days, what does it takes to be independent? I feel that i'm not being brought up to be independent. In fact i've always been dependent on my parents and friends. I've never been stepping out of my comfort zone. Yi shan ar yishan time to be independent you are already 18 years old! ]:

Life is fragile.

2007-08-27T23:29:00.000+08:00

Just heard from my sis that one of my indonesia relative just passed away. How fragile is life, which reminded me of daddy. This few days i start to miss him. Missed his big belly! Haha! How i wish everything was just a dream and everything would just be okay when i wake up. But i know i'm not dreaming, i shall not be emo. Be strong gal!!

Treasure everyone..i'll treasure the time spend with u..<3 align="center">Bro's gonna be back in another 4 hours. Pray that he will reach Singapore safely. (:

2007-08-26T23:36:00.001+08:00

I've got bitten by someone on the arm..still got mark leh. I measured le is 7.5cm..HAHA! That person gonna get it from me. :p Bruises everywhere, play too much le but was very fun cos i got my revenge. muahahaha..Everythings back to normal le..hope it'd carry on like this [:

6 more days to a special day..what should i plan ne?? thinkthink..

Boring.

2007-08-25T23:38:00.000+08:00

Rahhhh. Have been staying at home for the whole day, surfing net. haha. saw so many nice clothes at the online stores. So tempted to buy them but nah, i'm broke now. :p I want to go shopping. Pretty clothes and shoes waiting for me. Hope bro buy me some t-shirt from taiwan. muahahaha..*praypray* lol.

I can't wait for 14 sept to come, what kind of grade will i get?? which IS to go?? Which elective to take in yr 3?? so many things to think of.

It's time to revaluate myself. Who am i really? Why would i speak words that hurt people? Why did i react in such a way? Why am i avoiding things? I really don't know i can't seem to act what my heart really speaks. For it is only with the heart that one can see rightly; What is essential is invisible to the eye.

If you like Celebrity Gossips heres the website you will like: http://omg.yahoo.com/

Holidays.

2007-08-25T00:42:00.000+08:00

edited.

Phew, finally can relax le. I've been deprived from my sleep for the past few days. ): I'm gonna sleep till i shiok!! Hais..but today's paper was screwed up. I can't balance the accounts at all. sobs.it's all over le, shall just enjoy my holidays ahead. I need a job badly so i can go shopping. :D Anyways, today after paper went to have dinner with hui min and friends. (: Awwww..blogger don't let me upload pics, shall upload next time ba.

Songs can really change your mood, try to feel the music and it'd touch you deeply. I loved this piano piece in Jay's movie, The Secret where 小雨uses the liquid paper to write on the table. Damn touching. It'd make my heartache so much.

I feel so blessed having someone who loved me so much..<3

Here's all the pic for ytd. (:

Yeah!

2007-08-21T19:18:00.000+08:00

YEAH!! FIT is already over. The monster module kill my brain cells only. Haha. i'll try to update more, this blog look so dead now. haha. anyways i wan to thank God, Shu fang and Hui min. Haha..If not i don't think i can manage my paper today which i'm totally lost from chapter 2 onwards. 3 more to go! Jia You!

Love you guys!

Major Construction.

2007-08-20T13:26:00.000+08:00

There's gonna be a MAJOR Construction to this blog after my exam. Muahahaha..

Can't wait for exam to finish. Guys, Ganbate!! 4 more to go..):

Tmr's paper is the scariest. sobs. Jia you ba!

The Rain

2007-08-18T21:14:00.000+08:00

If only i could walk in the rain, so nobody will notice that i'm crying.

2007-08-13T16:24:00.000+08:00

STRESSED!!!

Weekends.

2007-07-15T23:45:00.000+08:00

TENTONS
Ytd was the Tentons project where we helped out BA Cares. (: It's an islandwide collection, some of you may have seen us collecting newspapers and old clothes around your house. It's a tough job ok! Haha! we did yishun area. Here are some pics from hui min:

Attendance Taking

Girlies.

ERS.
In total they collected 100 tons of newspaper islandwide. Shocking number! After that went to have our lunch. Hungry man! tried meltz..hmmmm..not very nice. ):
Say " KFC.."
After that went to plaza Sing to help mak find his decoration items but don't have the one he one. all too ex..

WAR! Soldier killing the King!
Then went to walk around and chill.

Hear no evil, see no evil, say no evil?

Disgusting face :P

TENTONS!

Crabby

Today went to jurong west to have seafood for dinner. Went to a hawker infront of CHC. (: Nice food! As usual sis and i camwhored in the car. :D

Xuan and man tou.

kissy kissy

HAHA! Something special abt this restaurant is that they give you a crab shell to draw and they will hang these shell around their restaurant. :D fun! I'm gonna find the one i drew today someday..(:
One Family. :D
Picture of the day
Ciao guys.

95% true.

2007-07-15T23:04:00.000+08:00

Tried this personality test, i find it 95% true. If you know me well enough, this may match the image of what you think of me. What do you think?

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Sorry.

2007-07-10T22:30:00.000+08:00

Everything's okay now. :D

Sometimes it's my selfishness that have spoiled everything. Maybe i have not matured enough to learn to sacrifice. I've been taking and not giving. Sorry that i said something that hurt you.

SORRY!

Keep holding on.

2007-07-09T23:08:00.001+08:00

Updates.

2007-07-08T01:59:00.000+08:00

o7.o7.o7

Last sat went to Marina and have steamboat with ERS peeps. (:

YEAH! Fun! Sorry guys i'm late for almost an hour. :P Call me MS "Late Queen".. :P HAHA! Jkjk. 10 ppl went, half was new members. Haha! Goodgood. Must bond more with them. (: Had steamboat at Long Village. I still prefer Chong Pang. Haha. Had so much of food. Eugene really make use of the $12, ate so much prawn and crab. Btw, saw George and his friends there too. haha.

Hui Min and I

Saw fireworks while we eating. So beautiful lo. I simply love fireworks!

Our Leftovers.

Group Photos.

AH!Fishing

Went fishing ytd. My first time. wooohoooo! FUN! haha. Everyone got so excited. (: All we caught is only small fishes but is more than enough for me. :D So fun to see the fish jumping on the land. :p i want to go again. (:

HAHA! Found this new game at ECP. (: A natural swing. Sat on a branch of the tree and go up and down! HAHA! abit scary though. Scared the branch will break. haha. Ciao guys gonna do proj le. (:

Sentosa.

2007-07-04T20:20:00.000+08:00

Have so many things to update but abit lazy. So i shall update abit can le. This blog looks abit dead. HAHA! i'll try to update more. (: Okay, last week went to sentosa with ERS peeps. :D We had so much fun man! Volleyball and Fresbie. :P More outing! Steamboat @ Marina coming soon. :D yippee..So on that day took bus to the beach. I love Palawan Beach. <3 id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5083317473558348242" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_Si_Fix5sWp8/RouST0P7QdI/AAAAAAAAAy0/keK0F7_rQdI/s320/IMG_0608.jpg" border="0">At palawan.
Guess which feet is mine. (:

Us.
With my short hair..haha..first pic posted here with my short hair. (: can't really see though.

Love you girls. <3

`If you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder. I'll be there for you. I may not help you much but i will stand by you. Day by day i've changed because of you. (:

Thank you for being there too. Stand by you!

Passed.

2007-06-29T01:06:00.000+08:00

Yea. Passed all of modules. Even though not very wonderful, i'm satisfied le. I'm gonna work harder! Haha. I'm gonna reward myself with a new flip flop and a new hair style. I always wanted this flip flop. YEAH! :D Pocket bigbig hole. Heartpain! I want to go Shopping! where do i find the money? haha..I'm gonna save save. (:

Time management is always one of the most difficult problem i have. I dunno how to manage my time. Argh! Plan plan and follow my plan! No major event going around me. Haha! i'll update more. (:

I wish i could give the whole world to you but all i can give is my love for you..<3

Back.

2007-06-16T15:29:00.000+08:00

I'm finally back from camp. :D
HAHA! i miss my bed and da tou. Went to different places, hay's daries farm..NEWater plant..Marine transfer station. :D Overall the camp was FUN! despite all those unforeseen problems. haha. I love the farm. so many goats for us to touch and feed them..hehe. They are so friendly also. (: Here are some pics i've taken.

At the NEWater plant:

My sunshine.

Sunshine Kids. Their so cute. :D

At the farm:

Me feeding the goat. :D The goat licked my hand. HEHE!

I'm lazy to blog le :P..i'll try to update more. (:

YES!

2007-06-07T17:29:00.000+08:00

YEAH! Finally, the last paper was down. :D hmmmmm..felt quite satisfied for my cost paper. Hopefully it'd score well. hehe. So after my paper went to bugis. (: On the train saw this 2 girls, i suppose they are twins ba but don't look alike. haha. they're both very cute. LOL! At first the girl in blue kept looking at me, then i made some facial expression to them. haha. den they will just smile den will put the finger infront of their lips and shhhhhh. LOL! then later the girl in red looked at me den i playplay with her. hehe. she's so sweet. she still waved byebye to me when they dropped off the train. :D Absolutely cuteness. hehe.I took their pics secretly. :p

I need money for GSS. ): Window shopping is killing me. hehe.

Dear God,

2007-06-06T19:04:00.000+08:00

Dear god,

Thank you for loving me

And giving me your all

When I grow up

I will still be serving you

I want to know you more

I want to love you more

I will never forget you lord

In Jesus name,

Amen

I want to know you more

You are a great big god

I’m young and do not know a lot

Come and be my allI want to love you more

Giving you my life and all

You die for me you sacrifice

I won’t forget you lord I love you Jesus I’ll grow up knowing you

I love you Jesus I’ll grow up serving you

I love you Jesus

My life is made by you

I’ll never forget I’ll never forget

I’ll grow up loving you

Isn't this a very sweet song? A kid's prayer. haha. simple and sweet. (: I want to thank God for giving me strength during Common test. Didn't feel quite well yesterday, a little feverish and have a terrible headache. I'm ok now. haha. (: Tmr's the last paper! woohooo..Shopping after the paper. :D YES!YES!YES!

All the Best..TA08!

One down, 3 to go.

2007-06-02T20:55:00.000+08:00

After such a long week finally taxtation paper is down. I can say all the modules are killers. No confidence in all. ): One down, 3 more to go. next thurs i will be free! Can't wait! Shopping! Especially now! GSS! Here's some pics from EMERGE O7.

ermerge emerge! wooohoooo...tmr's the last day! must go! :D

Jeff and I. He's my buddy buddy. haha! A good friend. (:

Eileen. Such sweetheart. haha! Done well in POS! wooohooo. All the way!

Today went to Alumni with HM to have lunch. I love the colours of our drinks. HAHA! nice right? Chill dere for awhile den go home orhorh le. (: too tired.

OK! should be back to my study le. Byes! will update more soon. (:

"Sorry for ytd."

updates.

2007-05-28T23:08:00.001+08:00

It's been busy busy busy these days. Or maybe i don't know how to manage my time. It seems that i push away my responsibilities. Just like what happen for ERS things. ): I just can't wait for holidays to come! So many programs we have planned. (:

Zoo trip, Sentosa, Movie...Muahahaha! And of course i'm excited for the Green Fushion Camp. :D

Anyway, if u haven't noticed i've changed my blogskin. HAHA! I loved it. It's so "childish", colourful and pretty. :D

hmmmm..One of my small small dream is to open an online shop before the age of 20. haha. i still have 2 more years to go. Hopefully i can open one and is successful. (:

Do check out this website: http://oldclosetaffairs.blogspot.com/ by sharon and friend. They're opening this online store. Do drop by and check it out!

Will my dream come true? I need 2 Cs - Capital and Creativity. haha. Ciao. <3

Life on a train.

2007-05-24T20:56:00.000+08:00

"Life is like a train ride. We get on. We ride. We get off. We get back on and ride some more. There are accidents and there are delays. At certain stops there are surprises.

Some of these will translate into great moments of joy, some will result in profound sorrow. When we are born and we first board the train, we meet people whom we think will be with us for the entire journey. Those people are our parents.

Sadly, this is far from the truth. Our parents are with us for as long as we absolutely need them. They too have journeys they must complete. We live on with memories of theis love, affection, friendship, guideance and their ever presence.

There are others who board the train and who eventually become very important to us, in turn.

These people are our brothers, sisters, friends and acquaintances, whom we will learn tolove,and cherish.

Some people consider their journey like a jaunty tour. They will just go merrily along.

Others, will encounter many upsets, tears, losses on theis journey. Others still, will linger on to offer a helping hand on anyone in need.

Some people on the train will leave an everlasting impression when they get off. Some will get on and get off the train so quickly, they will scarsely leave a sign that they ever travelled along with you or ever crossed your path.

We will sometimes be upset that some passengers whom we love, will choose to sit in another compartment and leave us to travel on our own. Then again, there's nothing that says we can't seek them out anyway.

Nevertheless, once sought out and found, we may not even be able to sit next to them because that seat will already be taken.

That's ok, everyone's journey will be filled with hopes, dreams, challenges, setbacks and goodbyes. We must strive to make the best of it, no matter what.

We must constantly strive to understand our travel companions and look for the best in everyone.

Remember that at any moment during our journey, any one of our travel companions can have a weak moment and be in need of our help.

We too may vacilate or hesitate, even trip, hopefully we can count on someone being there to be supportive and understanding.

The bigger mystery of our journeys is that we don't know when our last stop will come. Neither do we know when our travel companions will ake their last stop. Not even those sitting in the seat next to us.

it'd be sad to make the final stop. Separation from all those friends and acquaintances made during the train ride will be painful. Leaving all those we're close to will be a sad thing. But then again, i'm certain that one day i'll get to the main station only to meet up with everyone else. They'll all be carrying their baggage. Most of which they didn't have when they first got on this train.

I'll be glad to see them again. I'll also be glad to have contributed to their baggage and to have enriched their lives, just as much as they will have contributed to my baggage and enriched my life.

We're all on this train ride together. Above all, we should try to strive to make the ride as pleasant and memorable as we can, right up until we each make the final stop and leave the train for the last time."

Isn't this so true about what life is all about? This is what we did for Psycre E-learning. I find these so true. People board and leaves the train. People seating beside me will eventually turn his or her back on me and leave the train which i was left alone in the train. But at the next stop i've found you. You whom i treasure and loved. Stay by me even when i'm angry, sad, happy, worried. If only i could enjoy the beautiful scenary with you outside the window, would'nt it be nice? Even if dark clouds, rain and fog have covered the whole scenary, stay by me, cos' i need you. (:

Last Psycre Lesson. ): I miss mr tio and his toys. HAHA! As usual, more pics will be posted at my multiply. Do check it out soon. (:

Thank you for being there.

Long waited.

2007-05-19T23:43:00.000+08:00

Ah. It's been really busy week. I didn't have time for my studies. Common test is round the corner.): What am i going to do. I feel so stress. It seems that i will have a hard time. I need strength and time management and knowledge to go through this tough time. It's also been so long since i updated. haha. i'm just so busy.

Today went for the young leaders talk in school which lasted from 10am to 4pm. It's really tiring.

Saw this banner:

" A vision to see, the faith to believe and the will to do, will keep
you moving on.
These few words has truly motivated me. I want to have a vision to see,
i want to see my future. I want to believe that i can fulfil my goals. I want to have the will to do the things that i have to do.
No matter how hard it is, i will hold on.

Life.

2007-05-13T02:08:00.000+08:00

Life's so fragile, it may end so suddenly. One day you would see a healthy man joking around with you. The other day you see him stopped breathing. What's life? What is your life about? Why does it have to be so complicated? Regrets? What are they? I hate it when i start to say, "i regret not doing this, i regret doing that." I don't want to end my life with so many regrets. But you made me lost my way. I can't find my way back. I'm feeling so lost and numb. Which is the right choice? There's so many things going on in my life right now. Will i lose that hope and trust i once given you? It's a question for me to know and for you to find out.

The time has come.

2007-05-12T02:12:00.000+08:00

The time has come.
I didn't mean to hurt you. I'm sorry. It's not something that i can control. I'm so sorry.

Tutorial Marathon.

2007-05-04T22:04:00.000+08:00

So tired today! Yesterday had lecutre marathon, today have tutorial marathon. ): Can't take it anymore. Had 3 tutorials and 1 Lecture. sobs. Luckily is for today only. I can't catch up with school work. ): I need to be more organised with my time.

When i look into the sky above, wonder how my life has changed. Wonder how your love it came to me. When I look into the sky above, all my fears so far away and all i feel is heaven calling me.

Am i doing the right things? Lord, show me the right way. Lead me. Let this start/end well. I can't do it on my own.

Let time reveal the truth and light.

Let me post some pics. Haha. or maybe 1 pic. It's taken at the National museum with my psycre tutor and group mates. (: My tutor is very cute and funny. HAHA! Glad to be in that class.

Let the heart do the talking.

Truth.

2007-05-04T01:38:00.000+08:00

Sometime the truth may hurt. It hurts so much that it sometimes makes you wanna deny the truth.

Face the truth and you will see the glory.

It's like the whole sky was covered with dark clouds. The sun rays could not penetrate the clouds but suddenly the wind blew the clouds away and sunlight appears. It could be happen so sudden that the rays hurt your eyes but if you wait a little longer, we will feel the warmth and cozy sunlight shiny at you giving you the warmth you needed.

Had Lecture Marathon yesterday. LOL! imagine 6 hours of lecture without break in between. It's so dry! I could hardly concentrate. ):

I still prefer movie marathon. HAHA! nights!

How am i suppose to react?

2007-05-02T23:02:00.000+08:00

Nobody taught me how. I need some quiet time.

Family Carnival.

2007-05-02T20:31:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was labour day. (: Went to expo for the family carnival CHC organised. It was Great! So much fun! Got to go the the concert at Hall 8 where Sun Ho will be coming with other performances from "Milk", ex energy member. (: and not forgetting 'O' School. Their dance steps are superb. I want to learn too! It's one of the thing i also dream to do. (: "nu nai"
Sun
Photo courtesy from Elaine. (:

Played the Uncle Ringo for 3 times, it makes me feel sick for a while. HAHA! But fun!

Anyways, there's UK Fun Fair at woodlands. I want to play! but no money. ): Shall go next time ba.

My Celebrity Look-alikes

2007-05-01T11:45:00.001+08:00

My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com. Get one for yourself.

Last Cell Group.

2007-05-01T00:59:00.000+08:00

sobs. yesterday was the last cell group meeting for N253 and N311. I miss you guys. Everyone cried buckets yesterday as we sang "If we hold on together."

Don't lose your way

with each passing day

You've come so far

Don't throw it away

Live believing

Dreams are for weaving

Wonders are waiting to start

Live your story

Faith, hope and glory

Hold to the truth in your heart

I just can't bear to leave you guys. ): L o v e you guys! Let's not forget each other ok? but make our friendship stronger. Especially, Cat, Hui na, Lena, Jeffrey, Zhi Guang, Sean, Pam, Aly, etc many many more. I MISS YOU GUYS! Hope to see you guys tmr @ the carnival. (: These are photos taken before last week's svc.

Raymond. You'll be stronger as times goes by. Preservere!

Lena and Zhi Guang, Lena's the sweetest person! Zhi Guang, I miss your cakes! haha.

Taken during Multiplication:

Elaine. You're always there to offer help. Thank you! <3

Lena, Qian Qi and Jeff.
HUI NA! The craziest person. HAHA! I miss you much much much..

Thus 3 cell group was formed. N253, N311 and N384

With lesser people in the cg, it's time to take up responsibility. (: Yea man! i'll do it.

Struggling.

2007-04-28T01:41:00.000+08:00

I've been struggling in my school work. It's only the 2nd week and i'm feeling so lost. *sobs* It's not gonna be easy this semester. But i know that it's gonna be alright.

Tutorial was ok till now but it's not the same anymore. ):

You are somewhere in that distant, distant sky, aren’t you?

Even if I can’t see you, I want to trace back over our memories and feel that same happiness

I want to go to where you are, I want to run there right nowIt’s so dark I can’t see a thing, but it’s OK to be scared

Even now, the countless stars in the sky are hereI won’t cry; this is the beautiful sky I looked at with you

I want to go and be by your side, I may be small, I may be small But I love you more than anything, and it makes me strong. I tried to make a quiet wish on a shooting star. But I won’t cry, I’m sure it’ll reach that beautiful sky

9th Birthday.

2007-04-22T21:54:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Xuan!

It's her 9th birthday today. Didn't go out or anything, we just stayed at home and have dinner together. A rather quiet birthday celebration. (:

Birthday girl.

Time past so fast. She's already so big already and tall. She's at my chin already! It's very tall for a primary 3. Haha! Just remembered 9 years ago. She's only half the size of my arm. Time flies.
This is the tempting red strawberry moose cake.

Family.

Singing birthday song.

Blowing candles.

What a bad picture taken. HAHA!

Look alike?

Tmr having school again. ): so many tutorials habent finish. *sobs*

Busy.

2007-04-22T01:30:00.000+08:00

wooo. Have been so busy these days. i guess i'll just post some pictures ba. haha. I'm getting more and more lazy. :p

Today's svc:

My babes.

Darling Hui na.

HAHA! This is what she says, the spirit and the soul.

The thorn among the roses.

Us.
Ladies attention.

Today went for BP-NP mentoring AGM in the morning. I'm uber tired! The AGM was quite ok. Still not bad. Hopefully, ERS will have something more. (: Eugene was feeling very sick today. Hope he's alright already. He looks so pale which is very scary. I'm really sorry guys, for those who stayed back to do the stuff for Earthday.

Yesterday's cellgroup:

A friend loves at all times.

L O V E ?

2007-04-19T19:03:00.000+08:00

Love is patient, love is kind.

It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

It is not rude, it is not self seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Why then I'm I feeling so empty now? Oh God, fill me with your love. Give me strength.
Lecture was very dry today. I'm having hard time catching up, especially for taxation. I'll put in double the effort this semester, i know it's not going to be easy but i just have to work harder and harder.

Endlessly.

2007-04-18T11:00:00.000+08:00

Late at night you call on a phone

We talk about the day

When you found out he was cheating

You tell that it hurts to the bone

To trust someone that way

To find that he was deceving

And I know I've always just been your friend

But if you look my way

I'll make sure you'll never hurt again

Do you know I exist

Just to promise you this

Endlessly to be true to you

And if you answer my prayer

I'd cross my heart and I'd swear

Endlessly to be true to you
And if you'd only see

How beautiful you and I would beEndlessly

Ohh, oh yeah

I remember when you fell in love

I could not believe

That it was not with me

I sent a secret prayer up above

And put my heart away

So that you could be free

And I know right now you're broken in two

But did you know my heart's been broken since the day I met you

Do you know I exist

Just to promise you this

Endlessly to be true to you

And if you answer my prayer

I'd cross my heart and I'd swear

Endlessly to be true to you

And in my sweetest dream

You've learn to put your faith in me

Endlessly

Sometimes the thing you need

Is the one thing you can't see

If you put your faith in me

How beautiful you and I would be

Do you know I exist

Just to promise you this

Endlessly to be true to you

And if you answer my prayer

I'd cross my heart and I'd swear

Endlessly to be true to you

And if you'd only see

How beautiful you and I would be

Endlessly

Year 2.

2007-04-16T20:07:00.000+08:00

Today's the first day of school. It's so crowded today! argh! Canteen's are all full. HAHA! Anyways, today was quite busy with the CCA fiesta. Was quite disappointed. But tmr will be better. (: Anyways, Han Jie gave us something so sweet he bought in HK DisneyLand. :D So cute!

Piglet!

Today's class was ok. Talked abt brains, brains and more brains. If you're wondering why i'm studying abt brain is because it's psychology to Creativity. Was so happy and relieved to see that Chewie and Carol was in the same class as me. Phew!...The teacher was quite funny! HAHA! His actions are so big when he talk. :D

It's beginning of year 2, a new beginning, a new chapter.

Here's the picture for Fun o7:

Main Committee.

You guys rocks!

The power.

2007-04-16T00:22:00.000+08:00

It's another awesome day. Went to queue at indoor stadium at around 9.50am when the service starts at 4pm. haha. but theres already alot of people infront of us. HAHA! we are all kiasu Singaporeans.

The presence of God was so great to me again. It was when my hand begin to feel a certain power, numbness. and it's when i slowly begin to lose control of my own hand. It trembles so much that i myself was so AMAZED! I couldn't control, i can see how much my hand trembles, it's like my whole hand is shaking but theres nothing i can do to stop it. It is that moment that i don't have power over my own body. I don't want it to stop, I just love what the holy spirit is doing. This is a true evidence that we serve a living God. Yeah! It's truely amazing, i just love that. I'm hungry for more of him.

The way, the truth, the life.

Awesome weekend.

2007-04-15T01:36:00.000+08:00

Today
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It's so awesome today!! oh. Thank you Jesus. How great is our God. Today went for second service of Benny Hinn. One word to discribe that: "WOW!" The presence of God is SO strong today! No words can describe how i feel.

Hmmm. It's like i begin to feel numb on my hand and body. Suddenly, the numb became so strong, especially near my stomach area and i started to have tears in my eyes. It's tears of JOY! i couldn't stop crying. The annointing was so Great! Praise the Lord! I'm all excited for tmr's svc. YES!

How Great Is Our God.

Yesterday

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It's Fun o7, ERS first event for the newly formed commitee. All i have to say that you guys have been so great. It was such a success! I tried to upload those photos but can't. I'll try again tmr ba. (:

After that went for svc. It's so great to see the sick being healed. Wheelchair bounded being able to walk again. Deaf begins to hear again. Theres one 63 year old lady who couldn't hear on the right ear for 62 years. Because of some insect? I forgot what is it. But it ate the ear drum causing lost of hearing on the right ear since she was 1 years old. Thank God for the miraculous healing! She's able to hear again! It's so great to hear such testimony. Praise God.

Ok. gonna slp already. Gonna wake up early to queue tmr. Ciao!

Fear?

2007-04-12T21:59:00.000+08:00

Fear? is what i have living with the past few years. You may ask what do i fear.

I fear of losing the closest and the thing i loved most. I fear of facing people. I fear that you may think that I'm boring. I fear that there will be no topic to talk between us. I fear I fear.....

The list goes on and on....

Maybe it's because i've kept thinking so much what I have to do before i act.

BUT i tell you tonight. I will try my best to get rid of all the fears that is in me. Cos' i know that I'm not alone, i have God is by my side, who is always so loving. There's nothing that I will fear. We just live one life, i wanna just enjoy this life and laugh, smile whenever i can. :D

The road is long, the valley's deep, the oceans wide infront of me.

BUT God saves the day!

Tired!

2007-04-11T00:19:00.000+08:00

So busy with CCA! So many upcoming events this month. Calling people, sculptures, CCA fiesta. busybusy like a bee. Recently, we have a guest from the environment to visit our clubhse.

Guess what's that?

It's Hornet! Thank God that it didn't sting us. Around 2pm the estate people came to clear the hornets. They sprayed something to the Hornet's hive and soon they came out with a box filled with more that 5 hornets and their hive. The estate people showed us, the hornets are so huge and black! SCARY!! Here are some photos from Hui Min..

Painting..(:

Rubbish? NO! It's gonna become a big round earth.

It's gonna be another long day tmr and the day after tmr and the day after...
ByeBye. <3

Top reasons why ladies today are still single.

2007-04-09T19:11:00.000+08:00

1. The nice men are ugly.

2. The handsome men are not nice.

3. The handsome and nice men are gay.

4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married.

5. The men who are not so handsome,but are nice men, have No money.

6. The men who are not so handsome,but are nice men with money think we are only after their money.

7. The handsome men without money are after our money.

8. The handsome men, who are not sonice and somewhat heterosexual,don't think we are beautiful enough.

9. The men who think we are beautiful,that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money, are cowards.

10. The men who are somewhat handsome,somewhat nice and have some money and thank God are heterosexual,are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRSTMOVE!!!!

11. The men who never make the firstmove, automatically lose interestin us when we take the initiative.

HAHA! It's interesting! Extracted from Mel's blog. I think it's quite true! :D

Easter Fun.

2007-04-08T00:05:00.000+08:00

Today was fun fun fun!

Went for Easter service today, So many people! Whole Expo Hall 8 was filled with people!

First thing i must say is that the Drama was GREAT! EXCELLENT! It really touched my heart i almost cried when they showed that John the Baptise died and when Jesus was nailed onto the cross. *clapsclapsclaps* to the drama crew.

Thank you Jesus! Thank you for the love.

I think that Christianity is not just about religion but also the love of God. <3

After Service went to Hall 7 for the carnival. Although didn't play anything i had so much fun! Chitchatting, crapping, camwhoring, teasing, playing. :D

Saw Jireh from CHR too. It's been such a long time since we met. The last time was during sec 2? He's changed alot. HAHA! So many people from CHR!

Photos are up:

I just wanted to take a photo with both of you.

But

See what you two did to me!
EVIL! They bash me up!

HAHA! Look so real right? Good shot by Zhi Guang. (:
We all love peace.

Candid.

Our friendship will be STRONG!

Nice one. Ghost behind? HAHA!

YAY!

On our way back home.

Yong Sheng.

Raymond.

EXTRA BENG!!!

Thank you guys for today! I had so much fun! Love you all <3

Relaxing.

2007-04-06T00:24:00.000+08:00

Today worked for around 3 hours? The uncle was 1 hour late! Haix. Went to Bukit Panjang to give out those leaflets, all the blocks have so little units. So in the end earned $8.30 for today only. So little. Nevermind, tomorrow's Good Friday, I believe that it will be a better day. (:

While giving out one of the leaflet i heard one sound "piak!" Guess what's that?

It's a lizard!!!

It's like 10 cm away from me only! Luckily it did not drop on my head! If not i'll scream till the whole block of residents wake up. HAHA!

So tired! It's good to be home when there's something sweet waiting for you. The Strawberries! Thanks Mum. I want fondue!

Your smile and words make me stronger.

Tomorrow's way.

2007-04-04T21:22:00.000+08:00

I want to destroy the moment
I want to cling to the moment
I don’t understand myself
Of course I can’t do it over
Even when I try to hide in an unfamiliar town
I just think about the present going on outside my window
I want to run away from my impulses
But before I can, my excuses get in the way
If I follow my shattered memories
I can even go back to that time
Like a boy one day
I was born to live up to
The universe I imagined as a child
I'm a baby, I want to cry
The pain it takes to get it
Is so good
If life is a battle
Then we can’t help whether we win or lose
That much I know
My heart is pounding out of control from running towards tomorrow
From the shock that made me want to cry
I want to live a straight life
I just want to live a straight life
Like that boy that day
I was born to live up to
The universe I imagined as a child
I'm a baby, I want to cry
The pain it takes to get it
Is so good
I don’t want to stumble over someone’s words
I don’t want to be led astray
Tomorrow, too, will surely sparkle
It doesn’t matter if I can’t go back to my childhood days
I’m scared of tomorrow’s way of my life
But I’m standing in a path I can’t go back down
I was born to live up to
The universe I imagined as a child
I'm a baby, I want to cry
The pain it takes to get it
Is so good

Neoprints.

2007-04-02T00:44:00.000+08:00

Finally gotten the neoprints from sharon. Thanks babe. Picture captures the emotion at that moment of time and i'm happy to be with you guys!

BFF! <3

你的脸.

2007-03-30T23:43:00.000+08:00

答案一直到今天才在我心中浮现

我们都没发现那雨势

一直到今天还下

在我心里面淋湿了双眼

事过境遷才清晰地看见你的脸

Someone buy me chocolate. I'm craving for it badly. :p

Easter.

2007-03-30T03:19:00.000+08:00

Yay! Went to Bugis and bought myself a T-shirt and a bag.Born to be a beauty. :p
Easter coming! Anyone wants to join me for service? It's gonna be a great time and of course FUN! And touching! Heard the play gonna be great! What's most is to be in the presence of God. :D Come k?
Someone buy me chocolate!!

Missed those days.

2007-03-29T00:03:00.000+08:00

Went out with my gang again. LOL! Shall we have a name? So, went to Orchard to walk walk walk. It seems that deres nothing to buy for everyone, so we went to Heeren. On the way, i noticed a group of people, one of them seems familiar. I saw Jin Hao then Joel See. LOL! Ngee Ann people playing some games i think? Then the way they chased after Sharon was so funny. HAHA!
Then we went Heeren to take neoprint, i'll shall post the pics when sharon send me..(:

After Orchard, went to Marina Square to shop awhile then headed to Genki Sushi to have out dinner. The food's not bad. Quite fresh!! This is such a scumptous dinner. Yummy!

Salmon.

Omu Yaki Soba. It's the first time i'm trying this. It's quite nice, worth the try. It's stir fried noodles below the eggs.
This is my Unagi Kabayaki Set. Unagi's my fav. (: My set consist of salad, unagi, rice, soup, some sort of fried dumplings and jelly. YumYum!!

Tempura Ramen.

Goma Tofu.

Cold Tofu. Us! w/o yong an.

sharon and Me.
Introduce to you the sweetest, funkiest and funniest people in my life.

Audris.

Yong an. aka cameraman

Ben, Thank you for treating us the meal. :D Great Thank You!!

Sharon.

So after dinner we went to Esplanade to camwhore!

Before i leave here's the last picture for the day. 5 of us.Best Friend Forever.

More pics here: http://princessloveyou.multiply.com/photos/album/25

Shitty NPAL!

2007-03-27T03:58:00.000+08:00

I'm super angry with NPAL! Had our selection of IS module today! I wanted Jap and Intro to social psychology. I logged in very early already but still so many problem pop out! Npal keep logging me out automatically so i have to log in alot of times. Then, at one point of time the server was too busy that i carn log in! Luckily, i choose Jap first! So i got into Jap and Psychology to creativity. Hais. but still acceptable. (:

Happy Birthday Jun tze.

2007-03-26T16:28:00.000+08:00

Today had cell group meeting at Macson's house. It's soooo far! Bedok! have to wake up @ 6.30 to prepare. Cell group was fun today! was led by Dennis. *clapclap*. After cell group slacked dere for quite a few hours until N311 finished their cell group, then i headed to Sengkang for my Nephew's birthday!

Shopped at Compass Point for his present. Walked into this shop called "LifeBookShop" and i bought this 2 books.

I really need this 2 books now. I want to be stronger in my prayer life. (:

Didn't know what to buy for Jun tze cos' he had too many toys! and Xbox! so i bought him a box of chocolate instead! I missed the party. ): but i'm happy just to see the 3 of them.

Found this photo @ my sis house. Its so looooong ago. I look so nerdy last time!

Before i go off, here's a video of enqi making some facial expression. So cute!

Endurance.

2007-03-24T09:33:00.000+08:00

I just reached home! Super tired. Didn't sleep at all! because of work. ): Had quite a had time there, imagine working for more than 10 hours, plus my leg was aching badly due to the fact that i worked door to door leaflet the day before. Climbed almost hundred storeys of stairs? I carn even walk properly, espeacially when deres stairs. I didn't like the workplace today. It's a factory that prints magazine. Worked from 7.45pm to 7.30am. The people dere aren't kind at all, completely different from the previous factory i worked. Everyone dere seems like they are acting to be mute. No talking at all, not even teaching you how to do the work. All you have to do is to see them do and follow. Had to endure the tiredness, the dust. Time seems to pass real slow! I've been looking at my watch all the time. Haha. Difficult job.

Ok. Got to go sleep already, have svc later.

ciao people. <3>

Close your eyes.

2007-03-22T15:12:00.001+08:00

It's raining now. Bad day to rain esp. when you have work. ): Hmmmm.Something's wrong with my other blog, so i guess i will change to this from now on. Can anyone teach me who to create blogskin?

Smell the rain, hear the sound the rain makes when it hits the ground. It goes pitterpatterpitterpatter. Let all of your worries be washed away by the rain. Let the sound of the rain to calm your heart. Let the sound of thunder take away your fears. Let the lightnings give you flashbacks of those happy memories. That's the beauty of the rain. Play in the rain, dance with the rain.

Close your eyes and listen to your heart. What does it says?